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Friday, July 10, 2009

73 — The Road to Wedza (Zimbabwe: Jan 1984)


So, after less than two weeks in Zimbabwe, we were a bit dizzy from the roller coaster ride of experiences.  Ministries in Harare were self-centered and seemingly disinterested in the 80% of the population that lived in the rural areas.  The English-speaking churches were overwhelming white.  For the most part, they seemed more interested in personal charismatic experiences than in the Gospel message.  For the white Christians, their lives were little different than what we had seen five years before in Rhodesia.  The singular difference was that now they no longer had to endure rationing and military call-ups.  

The churches we visited seemed totally disinterested in us as visitors.  It seemed that they didn’t take notice of us or any other visitors either!  Rather, their focus was on the pastor and the ministry around the pulpit.  The charismatic churches were the most oblivious to the needs of the audience.  The ministers would “prophesy” and announce that “someone here needs healing for their back” or the like.  Unknown tongues were interpreted to tell of various problems that “someone” was having.  Those people were encouraged to come forward for healing, deliverance from demons, or “to receive an annointing from God.”  This was done through the laying on of hands and long lines of supplicants would wait their turn in front of the pulpit as the pastor walked by and pushed them on the forehead so that they fell back into the hands of waiting ushers.  It was all kind of silly, but seemed to be of utmost importance to those ministering.

I wondered how that with all these supernatural “gifts, signs and wonders” that no one ever heard from God about our crying personal needs!   At the time, we were open to the possibility that these spiritual gifts could be real.  It would take us quite a while to finally close the door on the possibility of reality in charismatic ministry.  However, we were quickly discovering that this was self-deception on the part of the ministers at best.  At worst, it was showmanship and snake oil sales.  

Our experience with Zimbabwe Immigration was stranger indeed.  The Zimbabwe Embassy in D.C. had encouraged us with regard to our residency applications.  Of course, as soon as we got to Harare, our request had been abruptly denied.  Within 24 hours we had contact with a senior Immigration official assuring us that our residency would be approved as soon as we had a job.  And now, I was only 10 days from a formal job offer from NCR computers.

We had traveled to Africa on the flimsy financial promises of our home church and were quickly running through the last of our $1000 in travelers checks.  Fortunately, for all their obliviousness to our personal struggles, the Zimbabwean Christians were incredibly hospitable to us.  But with the job from NCR, it seemed that our personal financial crisis was about to be over.

Nevertheless, we felt incredibly alone.  We hadn’t come back to this country to enjoy the lifestyle.  And yet, as hospitable as the local Christians were, they were resistant to our overtures to participate in ministry to the African population.  They seemed to see us as “competition” for the same ministry dollars that they were feverishly trying to raise from outside Zimbabwe.

As we got closer to December 25th, both headaches and minor illnesses kept us at the Silk’s house.  I think all the travel and emotion had begun to catch up with us and we just needed some downtime.  I spent most of this time in Bible study and reading the Christian literature in Howie’s library.  He had dozens of books from leaders of the Word of Faith movement whose elder member was Kenneth Hagin.  I was shocked at just how poorly his books were written and at his total ignorance of the biblical text.  I quickly discovered that he and the other leaders of the Pentecostal/Charismatic movement were uneducated country preachers whose sole claim to fame was their “claim to fame”!  It was scary how ignorant they were of the Bible.  They were no more literate than the Pentecostal preacher from Appalachia whom I had met during that 1970 Madison snowstorm. [18 — Chris the Hippie Meets Chris the Hippie!]

This Hagin guy was the leading light of the Word of Faith movement?  Oy!

I can’t remember how it happened, but we had received an invitation to visit a dairy farm in Wedza.  The owners were a Christian and his wife, (Dave and Jen Hess), who had moved there from South Africa in the early 70s, and had kept the farm intact through the war.  We just needed to get away from Harare and the monochrome English-speaking churches.  A trip to the rural areas sounded perfect.

We splurged and rented a car for the three hour trip.  As we left Harare, the dark mood that we had settled into seemed to lift.  A half-hour outside of Harare, our flagging spirits revived.  The craziness of the last few weeks was left behind.  After a couple of hours, we turned off the main road at the small town of Marondera.  I had been through here during the war when the town was still called Marandellas.  

Here, the two lanes of tarmac turned into one.  The trick was that you would drive down the center on the tarmac until traffic came at you from the other direction.  Then you would pull off to the side (left) and pass each other with two wheels on the tarmac and two in the dirt.  This worked fine for the approach of most vehicles.  However, when being approached by a rural bus, it was best to pull all the way into the dirt.  Many of the rural buses had damaged suspension and kind of came down the road at you almost sideways!  It was best just to get out of the way.

We came to a fork in the road.  The single lane of tarmac headed off to the left toward the Wedza communal town center.  We took the dirt road to the right to get to the Hess farm.  This looked strangely familiar too.  I seemed to remember traveling this same road when I had accompanied Bill Dodgen out here during the war.  Of course, on this trip, we no longer had to worry about landmines buried in the dirt!

About 45 minutes later we pulled off this main (dirt!) road onto another dirt road that was in pretty bad condition from the recent rains.  This was the road that led to the Hess farm.  As the owner, he would have been responsible for grading and maintaining it himself.  This too seemed very familiar.  When we turned through gate in the security fence and parked in front of the main house, Dave walked out to greet us.  He was the same farmer I had visited in 1977 with Bill Dodgen!  [43 — Farm Life in a War Zone]

Of course, he didn’t recognize or remember me.  I had just been there for tea while Bill spent time with him talking about their common church concerns.  Also, back then, I had just been another sergeant in camo.  Now, I was in civilian clothing and bearded.  But, Dave hadn’t changed at all and I remembered his beautiful home overlooking the Wedza valley.

Main House - Hess Farm in Wedza



Above:  Bungalow that would become our home on the farm.

Below:  Dave and Jen Hess

 

We spent the day eating and conversing with him and his extended family who were there for the New Year’s holiday.  Dave’s parents were from Chicago and he had grown up as a missionary child in Africa.  Jen’s brothers were there as well, both of them pastors.  One was ministering in their home country of South Africa.  The other was serving as pastor of a church in my hometown, Louisville.  That church actually met in the building that had been my childhood synagogue.  [Ah! Now I remember!  We had met Jen’s brother in Louisville.  He had given us Dave’s contact information in Zimbabwe.]  

There were two other pastors enjoying the afternoon there that day.  Both had been in the regular Rhodesian Army, one as a Selous Scout, the other as an instructor at RLI when I had been in training there.

It turned out that Dave had moved to what was then Rhodesia, not to farm, but to minister to the rural African population.  He had bought this old dairy farm as a means of support and center of ministry.  He shared a similar vision to mine.  He wanted to train African Christians on the surrounding farms.  In turn, they could evangelize their coworkers and eventually serve as pastors of the farm churches.  [These large white-owned farms had worker populations of 60-150.  The workers and their families lived in what was essentially a rural village on the farm property.]

Dave and his brother Jim had grown up in the Plymouth Brethren church.  That meant that I finally had someone with whom I could talk Bible.  Especially after the biblical ignorance that we had encountered with the Word of Faith crowd at Rhema, this was a relief.

Dave walked us out as we left late that afternoon.  He gave us an open invitation to come live at his farm and minister together in Wedza.   We could come out here on weekends after each week at NCR.  What an exciting prospect!

As we climbed into our rental car for the trip back to Harare, there was an envelope taped to the steering wheel.  In it was a note from Dave and Jen formally inviting us back and Z$100.

What an afternoon!







Thursday, July 2, 2009

70 — Colorless Sunday Services (Harare: Dec 1983)


During all our 18 months here during the war we had never attended a Sunday church service!  That was the result of both my Jesus Freak skepticism [12 — Is There a Hangover from Prayer?] of organized Christianity which gained intensity with the exposure and Thieme’s cult-like teaching that cast aspersions on other pastor-teachers [21 — From Jewish Hippie to Texas Conservative].  I had conducted a few Sunday morning services for recruits while in Bulawayo [51 — War Fever], but had never visited an organized church meeting.

One of the many changes during our five year absence was our conviction that the local church was central to our spiritual growth.  And although we came to Africa to start churches, we hoped to find a Zimbabwe congregation which could serve as a home base.  Since we expected to be actively involved in evangelism and teaching ministry day-in and day-out, we hoped to find a Zimbabwe church home where we could receive ministry and be refreshed.

I wasn’t looking for a pastor to be my spiritual mentor.  Rather, I hoped to find someone to be my spiritual peer—a comrade-in-arms.  I considered ministry itself to be a form of warfare—spiritual warfare.  At this time in my life I was very conscious of what I believed to be a grand cosmic war between the forces of good (God/angels) and evil (Satan/demons).  

Yes, I really did believe that there was a devil who was fighting against God.  Satan was an unfortunate preoccupation for those in the Charismatic/Pentecostal movement who tended to live in a dualistic universe.  Illness and bad fortune were typically ascribed to the Devil.  Healing and good fortune were ascribed to God.  Pegi and I were disturbed by this preoccupation with Satan and demons in many of the charismatic Christians we met.  Yet, as I read through my journal entries from this period, I am shocked to see just how preoccupied I had become with Satan.   I will spare you, the reader, and translate most of this into saner discourse! 


Jeff & Pegi outside Mt Pleasant Hall for Rhema service - 1983

     Before leaving Louisville, we had subscribed to the Zimbabwe Herald newspaper.  We regularly examined the religious section trying to familiarize ourselves with the local churches in Harare.  It was there that we had first seen the mention of Rhema Church. [After a “fallout” with Rhema-South Africa and Kenneth Hagin Ministries, the name eventually changed to “Hear the Word Ministries” and recently “Celebration Church”].  Since we were familiar with the “Word of Faith” movement in the States and had been attracted to the music of American churches associated with it, we decided to check out Rhema first.  

 Rhema’s Sunday services were held in a rented auditorium and every one of the 600 seats was quickly filled that morning.  For the 15 minutes before the official start of the service, a pop-rock worship group consisting of piano, guitar, bass, and drums played quietly in the background.  The service itself began with rousing praise and worship for about 20 minutes.  It was followed by a sermon given in a conversational tone by the American missionary pastor, Tom Deuschle.  I later learned that his wife, Bonnie, had been leading the praise and worship from the piano. They sang an assortment of choruses, some of which we knew from our time in the States and others which had been imported from Rhema-South Africa.  

                                                

Rhema Worship Service
    We were very impressed with the music.  Music always had a strong influence on me.  Although there was nothing “wrong” with pastor’s message, something disturbed me.  After the service, we introduced ourselves to Pastor Tom.  He was about five years younger than my 34 years.  When he heard we were staying at the Jameson Hotel, he immediately offered to find us a place to stay with someone in his congregation. We appreciated the offer of hospitality, especially since we couldn’t rent a home until we had worked out our visa issues.

Jeff & pregnant Pegi as part of Rhema Praise Band-1986

 


That evening we visited the Christian Life Centre recommended by our hitch-hiking friend, John, from the previous day.  This church also had several hundred people in attendance which was impressive for a Sunday evening service.  They had a co-pastoring arrangement which we found interesting.  One of the two pastors was an American, but neither seemed to care that we had come to visit.  Maybe it was the nighttime venue, but the musical worship here seemed darker and less lively than Rhema’s.  Once again, the message was fine, but something was troubling me about this place too.

As we drove back to the hotel, it hit us what had troubled us--it was the “colorlessness” of both church services.  There were few if any black Africans.  We had seen only one in the morning at Rhema and didn’t notice any black faces that night at Christian Life Center.  These were ministries that seemed focused on the tiny (but prosperous) remaining white population.  In 1983, there were less than 100,000 whites in the midst of a sea of 7.5 million black Africans.  Apparently, it was still “Rhodesia” in the large charismatic churches!  This would at least be understandable if these were older “survivor” denominational churches.  But, these were churches that had been founded in the last few years since end of the white Rhodesian regime.  More significantly, they were churches focused on evangelism, filled with the recently born-again.  How could they ignore the huge and needy black African population?

We would ask Tom Deuschle that very question when we met with him the next morning.



Tuesday, June 30, 2009

69 — “Kalanyoni” -- The Call of the Bird (Harare, Zimbabwe: Dec 1983)


What a wild ride to get back to Zimbabwe! Last minute ticket purchases, 18 hours in the air, almost three days on the train without a change of clothes, the hurried taxi ride to airport Customs, the delayed baggage coach, the hurried shopping spree—then finally rest and refreshment at the Jameson. We had a 30-day visitor’s visa and a few contacts from Stan Hannan. Now what?

After lunch we rented a car and drove out the Bulawayo road. We wanted to drive by the Tredgold estate that we had rented in 1978 [41—Hugged Instead of Slapped]. We were never quite sure why Sir Robert had named it “Kalanyoni,” the call of the bird. Maybe it was the eucalyptus trees and their scent that had attracted various species of birds, or maybe it was his prize-winning aloe gardens. For us, Kalanyoni was our fondest memory of our time in Rhodesia. We regretted leaving it when we were transferred to Bulawayo.

What had been miles of grass and bush on the road to Kalanyoni was now a bustling township with hundreds of cement-block one and two room homes for thousands of African residents. We turned down the old farm road that led to Kalanyoni hoping that the beautiful thatched roof residence had survived the war. 

View from Kalanyoni in 1977 before township was built.  Our house was below and to the right (out of frame).  You can see our neighbor across the road to the left.


The long driveway up the side of the hill to the house had been moved, but the row of eucalyptus trees still lined the old path, now overgrown with grass. We could see the thatch roof of the main building--the house was still there! Maybe it was still available for us to rent!

As our rental car climbed the new driveway, we saw the familiar aloe gardens and, then, there it was—Oy! Someone had painted the whitewashed walls an odd pastel yellow! That was odd, but the place was intact.

We climbed out of our car and introduced ourselves to a European woman who was watering some flowers. She and her husband had purchased the estate from the Tredgold family a few years before. So, we wouldn’t be able to rent it again, but she allowed us to look around for a few minutes.

It was no longer the majestic residence of the former governor and high court magistrate. The place was not in very good repair and her color choices inside and out made the place look small and dingy. It was sad. We would discover that Kalanyoni’s condition was reflective of the aging and decay of Rhodesia in the new Zimbabwe. The basic structures were intact, but the “shine” seemed to be fading.


Kalanyoni in 1977 -- In 1983, the new owner had painted over the white with an ugly yellow!



Left:  Front entrance in 1977

Right:  Rear veranda with some American friends


This was a surprise to us as we had hoped that the lifting of international sanctions against the old Rhodesian regime would lead to greater prosperity for whites and blacks alike. To the contrary, the stores seemed to be less well-stocked than when we left in 1978. Sanctions were lifted, but the value of the Zimbabwe dollar had already dropped 70% and the few new appliances and vehicles that were available were out of the reach of the all except the wealthy.

Tourism had not rebounded after the end of the war and consequently, Zimbabwe was just as desperate for foreign currency as had been Rhodesia. The US dollar and South African Rand were heavily traded on the black market at more than twice the bank exchange rate. The Zimbabwe government was constantly pursuing black market exchanges of property, vehicles, precious metals and gems. White farmers who wished to emmigrate to South Africa were not allowed to take their farm equipment with them, neither were they allowed to sell their property in exchange for anything other than Zimbabwe dollars. And, of course, Zimbabwe currency was worthless outside of Zimbabwe.

As missionaries, we eschewed any of these schemes. We exchanged our US currency at the bank receiving Z$3.00 for each US dollar. [Today (2009), one US dollar is worth over 12 billion Zimbabwe dollars.] Sadly, we would encounter a number of Christians who were using various exchange schemes to finance their ministries. We just didn’t understand how they could reconcile proclaiming the truth of God while being financed by illicit means.

Even worse, what kind of example was this for the African Christians? Is it any surprise that today we all get internet solicitations from Africa offering us participation in fraudulent exchange schemes? Usually, these come from Nigeria or Kenya, but just last month, I received an email from a Zimbabwean “businessman” offering me 80% of a 10 million dollar estate if I would just “facilitate” the banking arrangements.

The seeds that would grow into the full-fledged human catastrophe that is Zimbabwe today were already taking root in 1983. Unfortunately, some of those seeds were planted by American missionaries.

With tears in our eyes, we left Kalanyoni to the birds that still called to us from the eucalyptus trees. As we were driving back towards downtown Harare, we saw a strange sight--a white man hitchhiking! Hitching a ride was common in Africa, but this was the first time we had seen a white hitchhiker. Maybe he was a tourist like us?

We offered him a ride only to find out that he was actually a Zimbabwe resident. “John” was a born-again Christian who invited us to visit his church on Sunday. He attended one of several prominent charismatic churches in Harare that ministered primarily to whites. Stopping for tea at his house, he explained that there were three large white charismatic churches in Harare: Rhema Bible Church (pastored by American missionaries Tom and Bonnie Deuschle), Faith Ministries, and the Christian Life Centre.

We had seen an ad for Rhema’s service in the local newspaper and were planning on visiting it the next morning for Sunday services. Hearing this, John became animated about his “doctrinal differences” with Rhema. Apparently, the Deuschles had founded it with the help of Rhema-Johannesburg in association with Kenneth Hagin ministries in Oklahoma. We had visited that South Africa mega-church the previous Sunday while we were in Johannesburg. Its American-style ministry was identical to what we had experienced in the Word of Faith movement in the US. We had enjoyed the contemporary style worship, but also had serious questions about their “Faith” teachings.

Apparently, Rhema in Zimbabwe had become a cause for major divisions in local Christian community. Well, we were just visitors and sought to become familiar with all those serving God in Zimbabwe. We agreed to visit Christian Life Centre for Sunday evening services.

So, we had been back for less than 6 hours and were already impacted by controversies in the Christian community. In order to clear our heads, we decided to drive out to our first home in Alexandra Park. Maybe our retired friends, the Petherams, still lived next door?

Alexandra Park at least, looked no different than the last time we had seen it. The Petherams were home and we spent the afternoon catching up with them. The whole time we had lived next door to them during the war, we had never had a discussion that touched on religion. Of course, now that we had returned as ministers rather than warriors, we discovered that their own son was actively involved in his own evangelistic ministry in South Africa. Due to the currency restrictions, they were unable to support his ministry, but asked us to join them in praying for support from some interested South African Christian businessmen.



 Alexandra Park rental home in 1977. The previous renter had let the grass grow too long. After trying to tackle it myself, I gave up and hired a full-time gardener.




Pegi with Rebel in Alex Park in 1977. The Petherams lived next door.


Returning to the hotel that evening, we considered the first day’s results. We had met an African Christian while shopping for clothes, been introduced to the major white ministries in Harare and made connections with a South African evangelistic outreach. Not bad for a Saturday! What would Sunday bring?


Next:  70 — Colorless Sunday Services (Harare:  Dec 1983)


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